The Illusion of Becoming


Those moments, however brief, where the stillness of a quiet happiness pervades your inner sanctum, is like a sweet fragrance completely engulfs you and permeates your aura. These are the moments you cease longing of any kind and are in complete presence of contentment, just as you are, here and now. Most of the time, most everyone seems to be in the process of “becoming” – a process that is never-ending in its pursuit. To become successful, to become accomplished, to become well-known, to become complete, to become a healer, to become a doctor, to become certified or degreed, to become a published author, to become a business owner, to become an athlete, to become a musician, to become an artist, to become a mother, to become a father, to become a friend or lover, to become excited over hurdles conquered, to become sad over losing someone or feeling defeated….to become.

In all of this, “now” has been forgotten and does not exist. So many what if’s, but, striving, excuses, and denial of what actually is….who you are. Life exists in the shadows of becoming.

There are no what if’s…there’s only right now.

Self acceptance is a stranger, as nothing seems to mean anything until and unless you get all of the above. Then, and only then, you think you’ll love and accept who you are.

But this is an illusion. It’s all devised to keep you away from your true power….to love yourself.

Now, there’s nothing wrong with growth and continuing to embrace new parts of your evolution.

There’s nothing wrong with saying you’re following divine timing and aligning with the flow of energy.

But these can all be very ingenious self sabotaging ways to make up excuses to be and do you in this moment.

I’m all for listening to signs and not acting rash or being late on making moves, but I think this “it’s not the right timing thing” has been over-used and over-abused by us all, especially “light workers” as is a term often used by some.

I simply don’t accept it as the truth anymore. As, truly there isn’t a wrong choice to be you right now. Where ever that leads is exactly where you need to be.

Could it avoid something or get us there faster? Sure, but it might also just be perfect right now.

If I had done things different in the past then I wouldn’t be me now, but if I had done things differently in those moments I’d also be exactly where I’m supposed to be and perhaps be in an equally beautiful and amazing, but different, experience of the now.

I don’t feel any of it is wrong or right, or better or worse.

Timing might just be another “becoming”.

Nothing is ever going to be enough if you’re not enough and embraced as complete in this moment, no matter what choices you make or what you do now.

Longing will be your best friend, if life is focused on becoming, and all of life will be a longing for something and you’ll leave this life still longing and find out in the end that your best friend really made you feel quite lonely.

The idea of becoming can be a life-line and mask for some…an excuse even. Some people thrive on having something always to strive to become and feel empty if there’s nothing, so they look for the next fix for becoming.

All the while this becoming is a detour away from self. Although you think it is supporting you, it is actually distracting you from the power you have at the center of your being right now.

You fear that center because it is empty of your love.

You work at becoming to feed that love, but you find out that all of this becoming is like a grand feast in celebration of the dead, not the living. And when you discover yourself alone gorging on this feast, it will be a greater terror than admitting right now that you are afraid to just be you.

You are afraid that you’re not enough and yet you’ve always been and always will be better than enough….Create more moments of that quiet contentment within yourself and know that all that you desire to be, is already right there within you, as desires are simply projections for us to recognize the brilliance we embody.

Then embrace each choice and action from that stillness of peace and everything you do will always be in divine alignment.

~ Inspired by an excerpt from a recent book I read, Star Woman, that felt important to share and so this is a paraphrasing and personal inspiration of these words.

About Tania Marie's Blog

Tania Marie is an international Reiki Master Teacher, Intuitive Energy Guide, Sound Channeler, Visionary Artist, and Author. With over 25 years’ experience in healing arts and metaphysical studies, Tania inspires people globally to embody their essence, access creative empowerment, expand into more conscious awareness, and to harness their magick and imagination to create alchemy for living in harmony.

Posted on January 20, 2017, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 3 Comments.

  1. Beautiful and resonates with me as we are all indeed enlightened, having forgotten for good reason to allow ourself to fee love for self and experience the beautiful sensations on Earth… Now we are on the point of fully embodying our divinity and creating our life’s as we desire in each moment. Much love to you Tania x

    • thank you for your reflections barbara! i so agree. we’ve always been in a process of remembering what we forgot…that we are already whole. everything would have us believe otherwise and keep us in this continual spiral search…but what if it were as simple as standing center and summoning the power we have already? for sure it’s all a journey, but it’s like dorothy in the wizard of oz already having the magick under her feet the whole time…if only she’d clicked those red shoes together earlier. no wrong or right in the matter, but there is another way. much love to you barbara!! xoox always love your shares ❤

  2. Reblogged this on Tania Marie's Blog and commented:

    This one is wanting back up, as the theme seems to be coming through loudly again. I’ve come to see that this thing about timing, alignment, patience, and readiness for action is a very fine-tuned process that in these very rapidly moving times/timelines have smaller windows of opportunity. That’s not to mean you can’t catch a new wave of potential, but the doors for any one particular thing you intend might not be there for long, which entails more stepping up, going bigger, taking action, and embracing responsible commitment, now rather than later, if you want to ride that particular wave. If not, another will come, but it will be a different version, altogether new, and take you down a different timeline path. All perfect. All choice. But if you really want something, there may be something now to do about it.

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