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Rainbow Portal ~ Gateway to Embodying Harmonic Light


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Last evening the rain stopped right before sunset and a rainbow appeared directly out front of the Magick Bus, shooting up and out from Arches National Park where all the portals are. Only one side of the rainbow appeared from Earth’s crust, while the other end came through an opening of light in the rain cloud laden sky. It was a perfect symbol to end the last few days with and our time in Utah.

This was quite synchronous with its appearance at Arches, since rainbows are symbolic of bridges and arches, or archways.

And since arches, as we know, are portals, gateways, doors, and openings, then rainbows are portals into other worldly or cosmic realms and heightened awareness or transcendent experience. They also indicate choice and initiation, as well as opportunity for transformation, maybe transition, or illumination and embodied harmonic light.

This morning we woke to sunlit, clear skies, and stillness…no more wind or rain in sight.

It feels as though an initiation has been completed here, readying us for the next phase.

And so we will take advantage of this beautiful day to welcome in our last hike of the area, which will take us along a stream to Morning Glory Natural Bridge where a pool lies beneath the bridge and we’ll find waterfalls along the way – another gift Nature has provided, as several waterfalls are present after a rain, which we just had all day yesterday. 🙂

That feels like a perfect closure to our time in Utah and to celebrate today, as not only did the rainbow open a new portal and clear the air for fresh beginnings, promise, hope, and harmony, but it also created a bridge to my dear Nestor.

Today is the 8th anniversary of her transition over the Rainbow Bridge and so I will be in deep communion with her as we journey and be reminded of all that she taught me, but most importantly about pure, boundless love – of All That Is within me that she reflects and of living from the heart as hugely as possible, since today may be my last.

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Two bubbles found they had rainbows on their curves. They flickered out saying: “It was worth being a bubble, just to have held that rainbow thirty seconds.” ~Carl Sandburg

“Dare to love yourself as if you were a rainbow with gold at both ends.” ~Aberjhani

Windows, Arches & Balancing Rocks ~ Portals Into Humbling New Realms


me window.jpgOur six week journey through Utah has taken us to some amazing National Parks where the experiences have been profoundly shifting and perfectly sequenced in a process of deep unfolding.

Yesterday, we arrived at the last of six parks – Arches – and immediately I knew it was my favorite. Not that each hasn’t been spectacular and connective for me, as they have big time! But the energy at Arches and the portals and rock formation spirits just spoke to a certain part of me that I can’t explain.

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Perhaps it is because this concluded a journey here in Utah that has been opening, then extremely deepening and at times dark in those wombs and ancient energies, helping me to retrieve, integrate, and move through personal and collective stuff, then arriving at this land of magick portals and gateways to the otherworlds that brought out a sense of movement, flow, and cosmic journeying to the next phase along the path – actually walking through the doorways of newness becoming.

Even the entrance into the park just had me excited, as you come off of the highway and go through a much more official looking entrance with high gate entries and then ascend, zig-zagging up the walls of the cliffs to the plateau that Arches sits atop.

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You then enter land of many other worlds, where beings, guardians, sentinels, time travelers, record and gate keepers await you.

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There are many lands here to visit, many doorways to walk through, and many portals to what ever reality you want to create.

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All to be met with a pure heart, which will be the key to unlock doors.

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It seems no coincidence we also are staying at Archview RV park and look out on Arches from our home.

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Everyday taking in the sunrises rich with promise and looking into the portals I can see ahead in the rocks, reflecting the constant forward movement I am committed to without complacency and with so much belief.

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One of my most powerful spirit guides was with me yesterday, from start to end, as in the morning just as the sun was about to peak above the horizon I saw a Desert Cottontail appear out front and run into the bushes.

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And then in the late afternoon when we arrived at the first portal – the North Window – and I’d climbed over the threshold to the other side, sinking into the rocks so that I was out of view from anyone on the other side, a Black-Tailed Jack Rabbit appeared below just as I looked down…disappearing into the bushes again.

Since the one in the morning was on one side of the arches and Arches National Park, and the next was after I walked through the first Window, I feel they are guiding me through to the next reality of life I am creating.

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It is a journey of courageous embrace and the willingness to put it all out there for myself or anyone else to see.

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I once was afraid, repressed, hidden, discouraged, and tormented…but now I dance with these energies and work their alchemy, just as Rabbit teaches us to harness our fragility and fears into agility, cleverness, spontaneous decisive movement led by intuition, and guides us into the shadow world to face our fears with vulnerable, wise embrace and humility.

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They are highly sensitive and teach us to lead by our own wits, live in balance, and to receive, strengthen, and understand the hidden teachings and intuitive messages around us.

There is strength in the quiet softness of even the most sensitive and fragile beings and like Rabbit we can leap and bound through portals of growth when we own that strength.

So I continue to follow the Rabbit within me, the Sacred Embodiment of Universal Creative Powers, to guide me on, to birth the Cosmic Egg of boundless potential.

And yesterday I felt the joy of moving as the Rabbit through these portals of growth and journeys through Great Mystery, as we explored the North and South Windows, Turret Arch, Double Arch, and Balanced Rock trails.

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I felt like the Windows were not only doorways, but places to see our reflection, like mirrors, or like the reflective gateway in the Neverending Story one must face to pass through, which shows Atreyu what he truly is inside.

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Turret Arch was an ancient gateway that led to points on your soul journey to retrieve.

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Double Arch was a double portal where one could soar if they could walk the Earth and Cosmic path as one.

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This is where we spent the most time and I sat under the arches to receive.

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It is there that I saw what appeared to be a Unicorn – Master of the Light – then felt and saw very tall, soaring light beings all around and inside the Arch.

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The light was shining through and upon me, and I then laid back to look through both arches at once, centered at middle, looking into the light of both realms.

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We then concluded at Balanced Rock where we integrated further and rooted that energy with strength.

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It was an amazing rock demonstrating our ability to hold energy in a way that seems to defy dynamics as you know them.

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I sat here under Balanced Rock and embraced the wisdom of these giants and boundless energies around me that both diminished me in size relative to theirs, but expanded my boundaries and melded me into that eternal vastness.

Can you find me here at center?

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The energy was playful, uplifting, inspiring, and yet very grounded.

This was not airy Faery energy, although I did feel light, but instead were the foundations of Earth-based freedom available to us as the Cosmic beings that we are.

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These Faeries were in tall, “angelic” or “cosmic” form appearing as light beings, alongside a council of Cosmic Ancients.

They are the ones I saw all around in a sacred circle at the Double Arch.

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And as I felt to pull a card from my Wild Wisdom of the Faery Oracle deck, you won’t believe that it was the very same one that Laura posted about in her blog this morning, so similar to mine today titled Sync Winks and Faery Portals.

You can see that card at her link and some of its meaning, including:

“Being able to see change ahead, but not knowing how to deal with it. Understanding that in order to learn something new, one must forget what one thinks one knows. Getting ‘down’ to the level of others who you do not know. Receiving messages from nature. Understanding that wonderment is the natural process of change.”

Indeed I have been unlearning everything and rewriting it all by my heart and the guidance received through it, one step, sometimes leaps, at a time.

The card also shares:

“Truly in order to reach the wonderment of Faery, you must become “smaller”. But that does not mean to become a reduced version of yourself. Rather, it means to approach them, or whatever situation is currently at and, as a beginner, a walker in a new land, and to be humble and willing to learn. This threshold will see her walk into another land, but she will still be able to walk in her own. See the light pouring through – through this humble doorway is en-LIGHT-enment. Meaning more knowledge, understanding and the ability to communicate. She is peering through this doorway, through which light can shine into the darkening world of humans. A world that is only darkened by the thought forms that provide a kind of emotional pollution in our world. She is ready to step through, to allow her imagination’s wisdom to lead her into new realms, and to accept the mystery of Faery communication….

As a result, her life’s work will start now, and she will find herself in the right place at the right time. As long as her relationship with nature remains pure and strong, so too will her relationship with the natural world…”

Wow, this is exactly what I felt at Double Arch in the vision of the Light Beings around me, humbled and ready to receive their wisdom, as the awakening flow of life force within my veins and DNA that stands in their reflection.

I have felt the dichotomy of becoming smaller, while simultaneously expanding.

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And as always I turn to you, since we are collectively connected and ask, where do YOU feel within yourself the opportunities to walk into new realms with fresh wonderment and humble willingness to relearn all you thought you knew?

Are you willing to let it all go and allow the deep, ancient, cosmic wisdom take you by the hand into the Great Mystery?

I invite you to walk your own unique journey alongside me and face your path with curious embrace.

It is 11:11 am here, as I conclude this share.

A portal has opened for us to walk through indeed.

The Gateways Are As Open As You Are


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We’re approaching a Full Moon on the 16th and then honoring a new cycle with the upcoming Spring Equinox on the 20th. So, there is the potential for much magick afoot, but it takes more than just good thoughts and saying you’re ready. The proof is in the pudding as they say…show the Universe just how ready you are, by being a walking example of what you’re telling it.

Are you ready to charge forward in new ways? You likely will feel more ready when you’ve created a more intimate relationship with yourself that entails knowing all of your parts vulnerably, integrating, balancing, and cultivating inner harmony and authentic self-love.

The keys to access the gateways to your freedom have always been within. You have had to learn to navigate your way through the dark by realizing the light is contained within it, and when you recognize this, you are no longer lost, alone, or blind, but can see your way from the heart through anything.

I LOVE this image, which I feel speaks volumes to an energetic landscape we are collectively riding into. It plays out individually from the personality stand point, but is shared collectively in terms of our experiences in the bigger picture. It was shared by my sweet friend and fellow Reiki Master Teacher, Dawn Vierra of Reiki Dawn and felt perfect for what I was feeling and guided to write. So thank you Dawn, as the image supported this share.

Also, it felt particularly reflective and celebratory of what today marks for me, as it is my 13-year anniversary of legally changing my middle name to my official last name, hence now my full name being Tania Marie. This was to create my authentic reflection of self and a rebirthing into who that is, as I move forward throughout the rest of my life. Taking that leap and charge forward through a new doorway of experience has been vibrationally supportive and aligned with my personal frequency I wanted to embody, and ignited a new flow in my life.

I definitely feel something different in the air and that we have as much available to us, as we are willing to embrace, embody, and enact. It all stems on how much you are ready to “live”, “breathe”, and “be” the necessary shifts so that you can enter a new gateway of experience you desire, because, and in spite, of circumstances in your environment.

I’m seeing people face things over and over again to remind that what ever you are trying to create anew, must indeed be new, from the ground up, inside out, from above to below, and every which way. So experiences and challenges are reiterating the “key” points you’ve chosen to learn, that you value, and are consistent with the message ingredients that are part of the recipe of your desired manifestations. They are helping to bring to light the gifts you may be overlooking and the gifts you have been devaluing, as I see everything as a gift regardless of its nature.

When you realize that the level to which you are able to love yourself authentically and find that harmony within is not at the mercy of anything outside of you, you begin to realize your true power, and find walking through any doorway to be invigorating rather than threatening.

Barbara Marciniak shares this beautifully in her book, “Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians”:

“As all of you are on the path of integrating the polarities with your selves, difficult issues are going to come up over and over again. Welcome the difficult times, for they can be your greatest teacher. Stay focused on your own growth, your own path, and your own self, and not what others are doing.

Call on your internal masculine and feminine and set up a dialogue between them so they can begin to work in partnership and harmony. Give yourself a lot of love and encouragement. Make an appointment with yourself and say, ‘I love you, self. You are wonderful self….

When you give yourself the dignity of your own love… Strength and integration become yours because you believe in and love who you are. When you believe in and love yourself, everything starts to go your way.

The most difficult thing for most of you is making the commitment to believe you deserve love. No one else has to love you. You are not here to go around gathering love from other people to convince yourself that you are worth it.

By committing to love yourself and making this commitment the number-one step from which you operate everyday, everything falls into place. You become whole and complete.”

Wishing you grace and courage of heart to step fully through the gateways of experience opening before you.

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